I know what you're thinking! You are wondering what on earth this page is about...I was thinking the same thing. *laughs* Just kidding, I already know what this page is for...it is where I can write about how I feel or what is going on in my life, it is like a journal or diary page...

September 22^th, 2005
           Holy shit monkeys! I haven't updated this, or any part of any of my sites for a really long time! I have been redesigning the petz site, but I want it to be so different that I just never seem to get around to finishing it. I'm right now with Bradley, he's studying for a Physics test he has tomorrow...with this cool guy he know named Doug. I don't really have anything to work on, so I stumbled acoss my own site :)
So what's been up?? All hell, that's what! I'm starting my 3^rd year in college and I'm feeling really stressed. Bradley is feeling stressed too. Though I'm feeling better about myself lately, a little more in touch with me. One step closer to making everything better. I don't know what to write, but I’ll "try" to write more often.

February 9^th, 2005
           Today, well mostly yesterday since it is 1:39am right now, was wonderful! It is mine and Bradley's two year aniversery. So we spent tons of time together doing thing we love to do. We saw the movie "Boogieman", ate dinner at the buffet at his work, saw a star show at the Planetarium, got our photo taken at one of those instant-picture booths and all kinds of great stuff. Spending time with him is always perfect, he makes me so very happy. He is my knight and my hero :) We love each other dearly and I know we'll be together forever. I'm so lucky to have found him! As a matter of fact, we are both very lucky to have found each other. Today has been perfect! I love you, baby boy!!

January 20^th, 2005
           I need to be reading for class, but it is stressing me out. School just started, I just got my physics book today and tomorrow I have a test on two days of reading. I'm at Bradley's house, which is the only reason I haven't lost my mind. He means the world to me, he truly is my everything. We sat down and had a great talk today, about all kinds of things and I think it'll really help make our relationship even stronger. We have the closest and strongest bond that I've ever seen between two people, I know we are perfect for each other and that we are meant to be.
           *soft sigh* I really need to start working again on school stuff :P I'll try to make a journal entry everyday...we'll see how long I can stick with that...

January 19^th, 2005
           School started yesterday. Already it is stressing me out. I am happy that some of my classes will not be very difficult, but others will require a lot of reading and time...luckily I have the class that seems hardest with Bradley so we'll be able to work together :) I haven't gotten a chance to work on my site as much as I had hoped, I guess things are crazier then I thought. With any luck, if I keep up with my homework, I'll have time to update my main site. Which is BlueIce Inc., a site dedicated to the cyber game Petz. I am at karate right now, Bradley started not to long ago. I used to do karate also, my brother still does and my dad is the instructor. Bradley has always wanted to and is finally getting the chance. He does really well, and got 1st place at his first tournament.
           I now have spell check on my new computer, so I'll be able to fix the spelling errors I make while posting these journal entries. This site isn't even online yet, I feel bad for that. I'll get it up, hopefully, this weekend. *smiles to self* I really love watching Bradley. He is so amazing to me, not to mention totally hot ;) He even blows me kisses, what a sweetheart!!

January 15^th, 2005
           Let's start with today, the day I starting putting the content into Kaos Theory...again. I used to host BlueIce Inc. and all of the subsites at SPhosting, but then my whole site got deleted and everything was lost. I've had a hard time getting everything back together, and found it easier to get layouts from other people to get my sites back up as soon as possible. My petz site got a layout that I won from another site, and Kaos Theory has a dragon linkware layout...which I love!! And it really fits my personality and the site :)
           I'm staying at Bradley's house today. I actually stay the night here a lot, when he doesn't have to work or after he gets off work. Right now he is actually at work, but his kitty is sick and needs to be fed during the day while he's gone. That's where I come in, I'm feeing his cat (Tay) while he's at work. But that leaves most of the day with me doing nothing...so I'm getting Kaos Theory back in business!